Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Does He?

In how many ways can I fell unloved? Many actually…. It’s sad and it hurts! I can’t explain it most of the time so the only thing I can say is, is that it hurts!
I don’t know what to do! I wish I could get him to love me or to even care…but he says he has never loved me. All that I have ever been in his life is something that wasn’t worth the trouble or time. I believe him….the only reason why I believe him is he has never really wanted to do things with me. Or kiss me and I don’t mean a peck on the lips, but an intimate sweet kiss.
I have given him every single part of me. I have given up life to be with him. I don’t see friends anymore, because I am afraid that he doesn’t believe that I am out where I say I am at. I kiss his ass all the time…when he calls for me I drop everything just to see what he wants/ do what he wants.

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