I am currently writing a short story, and I hope it will be ok. Its kindof a horror story...but i hope all goes well with it!
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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Welcome!!!
Wow...this is kindof exciting and embarassing all at once! I am creating a blog to post my writings! I would like feed back...so i can make my work a whole lot better! i don't think i am that great..but however i am good! lol So welcome and thanks!!!
Does He?
In how many ways can I fell unloved? Many actually…. It’s sad and it hurts! I can’t explain it most of the time so the only thing I can say is, is that it hurts!
I don’t know what to do! I wish I could get him to love me or to even care…but he says he has never loved me. All that I have ever been in his life is something that wasn’t worth the trouble or time. I believe him….the only reason why I believe him is he has never really wanted to do things with me. Or kiss me and I don’t mean a peck on the lips, but an intimate sweet kiss.
I have given him every single part of me. I have given up life to be with him. I don’t see friends anymore, because I am afraid that he doesn’t believe that I am out where I say I am at. I kiss his ass all the time…when he calls for me I drop everything just to see what he wants/ do what he wants.
I don’t know what to do! I wish I could get him to love me or to even care…but he says he has never loved me. All that I have ever been in his life is something that wasn’t worth the trouble or time. I believe him….the only reason why I believe him is he has never really wanted to do things with me. Or kiss me and I don’t mean a peck on the lips, but an intimate sweet kiss.
I have given him every single part of me. I have given up life to be with him. I don’t see friends anymore, because I am afraid that he doesn’t believe that I am out where I say I am at. I kiss his ass all the time…when he calls for me I drop everything just to see what he wants/ do what he wants.
Its all about you!!
Its All About You!
I love you with all my heart,
to a degree you'll never know.
I'll walk through the sands of time,
and even the freezing snow.
When we are far apart,
I feel you near.
When I am all alone,
your voice is all I hear.
I love to look into those bluest eyes,
to what I see is love.
when i am with you,
I feel like a freed dove.
I am yours forever.
I promise with all my heart,
we will be together forever.
Amber Nacole Nicely
also posted on poetry.com
I love you with all my heart,
to a degree you'll never know.
I'll walk through the sands of time,
and even the freezing snow.
When we are far apart,
I feel you near.
When I am all alone,
your voice is all I hear.
I love to look into those bluest eyes,
to what I see is love.
when i am with you,
I feel like a freed dove.
I am yours forever.
I promise with all my heart,
we will be together forever.
Amber Nacole Nicely
also posted on poetry.com
You should
You Should
It eats at me deep!You messing with
her and telling me you love me! Its
pain, you know!Its deep inside It
won't come out it won't let me be!
I am quivering with thoughts,
crawling inside my head!They are
very dangerous thoughts, that would
make me explode,and probally make
me dead!I am hurt by the bottling
of these thoughts of you not really
loving me!I know everytime you say
it,it makes me feel good.Then later
I am broken and shook.You can
get to me and make me think.I feel
like a puppet on a string waiting
fot its master to cut the strings
away, but you won't you don't even
try.You forget about me and leave
me in my box, but as soon as you
hear my name you come and pick me up.
Amber Nacole Nicely
posted on poetry.com
It eats at me deep!You messing with
her and telling me you love me! Its
pain, you know!Its deep inside It
won't come out it won't let me be!
I am quivering with thoughts,
crawling inside my head!They are
very dangerous thoughts, that would
make me explode,and probally make
me dead!I am hurt by the bottling
of these thoughts of you not really
loving me!I know everytime you say
it,it makes me feel good.Then later
I am broken and shook.You can
get to me and make me think.I feel
like a puppet on a string waiting
fot its master to cut the strings
away, but you won't you don't even
try.You forget about me and leave
me in my box, but as soon as you
hear my name you come and pick me up.
Amber Nacole Nicely
posted on poetry.com
Wasn't Enough
Wasn't Enough
I fell for you...but it wasn't to hard.
I looked at you...but it wasn't to strong.
I thought about you...but not all night long.
I talked about you...but it wasn't enough.
I dreamed about you...and i always win.
Then I look into reality...and you wasn't enough!
Amber Nicely
I fell for you...but it wasn't to hard.
I looked at you...but it wasn't to strong.
I thought about you...but not all night long.
I talked about you...but it wasn't enough.
I dreamed about you...and i always win.
Then I look into reality...and you wasn't enough!
Amber Nicely
dedicated to Hunter Caldwell!
I Wish
Why did you have to take your life?
Why did you have to go and get you're heart broken?
I miss you and I love you and always will!
You were the only one to do me right and I let you go!
I come back home and you're gone, because of here you are dead!
What did she do?
Why did it upset you that much?
I wish I was there that day to change your mind!
I wish I was there to kiss your wounds, to
take away all that pain!
I just wish you was here!
Dedicated to my friend Hunter Caldwell
Rest in peace! I love you!
Amber Nacole Nicely
Also posted on poetry.com
Why did you have to take your life?
Why did you have to go and get you're heart broken?
I miss you and I love you and always will!
You were the only one to do me right and I let you go!
I come back home and you're gone, because of here you are dead!
What did she do?
Why did it upset you that much?
I wish I was there that day to change your mind!
I wish I was there to kiss your wounds, to
take away all that pain!
I just wish you was here!
Dedicated to my friend Hunter Caldwell
Rest in peace! I love you!
Amber Nacole Nicely
Also posted on poetry.com
Fantasy (done in 2006)
Fantasy
I am thinking about you
and how much we should be together
I am so gone on you and thats true.
Then as I start to write my words on to a page...
I think more and more about the chance you never gave.
About how i felt for you and bearly knew you!
How I was willing to throw almost
everything away just to be with you!
But then I realize, thats fantasy and
it'll never come true!
Amber Nacole Nicely
I am thinking about you
and how much we should be together
I am so gone on you and thats true.
Then as I start to write my words on to a page...
I think more and more about the chance you never gave.
About how i felt for you and bearly knew you!
How I was willing to throw almost
everything away just to be with you!
But then I realize, thats fantasy and
it'll never come true!
Amber Nacole Nicely
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